你不知道的事

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 当你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒
你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 当你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒
你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多得是 你不知道的事
我飞行 当你坠落之际
噢噢~
你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒
你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
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舍得

努力和牺牲,换来的会是什么?一次次的失落, 一次次的指责, 一次又一次的。

还能承受多久呢?怪我不够勇敢,还是不愿意舍得。

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busy weekend

super busy weekend.

Sat:

wake up at 7.00am..travel & reach jb around 10am plus.

super sleepy yet cant sleep at aunt’s place, had chicken rice as lunch…then read newspaper to past the days.

fren’s dad came to fetch me, went over her house for the buffet. see her pre-wedding photo & chit chating. Back at aunt’s place at 10pm, sleep at 11pm.

Sun:

wake up at 5.30am.. my god, earlier than yesterday. have to be at bride house at 6.30am. bath, change, make up, pack bag, not in time to breakfast at all.  Reach bride’s house, the families still busy with each other things..

bridegroom reach so early lo.. well, they still got to wait. haha..

the uncle’s bro gang, was not professional at all. Didnt really enjoy our games. Enjoying themselves with the food and kacau the bridegroom only.finally bridegroom surrender all his ang pao & get to kiss his wife. Muahaha.

At 8am, set off to bridegroom’s hometown for the serve tea ceremony. The family serve rice with bak kut teh, haha…but too lazy to eat lo.

after that, we set off the couple’s new house in JB, very nice house. How I wish it’s mine, ok, stop day-dreaming. That’s the only time we can rest awhile before going to the restaurant.

Near 1pm we already reached there, but most guests were late. The ceremony started at 2pm. Finally can eat & rest. 8 dishes served and finished at 4pm plus, quite fast. No sing-k session, at least spare my ears.. Haha…

5 plus tumpang bride’s sis car back sg. Finally at 8pm reach home….ended my busy weekend…

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it’s friday

Has been a busy week since last week.

first thing was getting news somebody leaving with monday as the last day. Then, the other guy dunno is try to be naughty or sabotage. One lies follow by another. Is like becoming so hard to believe in someone. Do let go or not to let go? 伤害已经造成,伤口终究会结疤, 但是信任已经不在了吧。

hate being accused for nothing. nobody will see how much you have done. They will just focus and magnify those thing you have not done and the reason for unable to do is because of they not co-operating. You would always tell me, take it easy. That’s how work it should be. Trying to learn and let go all unnecessary feeling.

i need a place to rest…

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雨天

站在十字路的交点
该怎么走
我却只剩回头
除了你给的伞我再也没有
别的借口
去拥有你的什么
你能体谅我有 雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的 雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远

牵手和分手来自同一双手
做回朋友
我却为何不懂挽留
你能体谅我有 雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的 雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远
是否太晚路已走远
我的眼眶泪太满
走不回你身边
你能体谅我有 雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的 雨天
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远
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weekend

Is a quite relaxing weekend, spend two days at home.

Saturday doing the migration from afternoon till night. Things looks fine. Some small hiccups along the way, not that serious, but causing the delay here and there. Other than hoping things will get better,  I’m not sure what else I can do.

Sunday, waking up in the early morning. No news from you even though I have done my part. Long time never cook, Glutinous rice for lunch & udon soup for dinner. Having a stroll at the coast, it’s always crowded with people, families, youngsters, doggie.  A bit of cloudy day, walking beside you, talk things over.  Went to the supermarket for some groceries.

However, i still feel super duper sleepy. Haven’t got a good sleep at Saturday night and wake up early on Sunday. I’m not sure you have any interest to listen this, or you will have any response to this. Wake up and went to the place but it was not working, travel to another place again and finally it works. Hungry and sweating, but nothing was mention. Worries, but that’s nothing much I can help. Take care, really hope you be good by now. No matter what, be strong to overcome all the obstacles. I’m not good in words, nor can stay by your side. You have to brace yourself to go through all this. I’ll pray for you too.

I know I should have leave, much more earlier. But I’m still hanging here, right now. Not moving any steps. And it just won’t let me to reach any further. I hope I be determined enough to make this decision.

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学习

其实也没这么困难,只是要多一点练习,克服心理障碍。

是不是随着年龄的增长,人变得更胆小了。

每一天总有不同的事情等着我们学习。 今天学会的这些,也不知道那一天会用上。

期盼自己能有拥有这样的毅力,不断的学习新事物,同时坚持下去。

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